PERFECT vs PERMISSIVE WILL OF GOD

Blessing in Jesus' name,

It has been a while since my last post, & i have noticed this has become almost habitual...lol. Quite simply, i don't have easy access anymore to the internet except via my iphone, & it is a pain to try & write a blog from your iphone!
So, I will try tobat least add 1 post per month.....

Over the past month or so, i have really noticed a change in my everyday life's outward circumstances. More so in these later stages, leading into the build up of this blog. Now & then we here preachers touching on the subject of "Not my will be done but thy will be done" in there sermons.

In most cases you will here the person sitting next to you in church acknowledge the preachers jest of spiritual zealousness with an "AMEN!" I don't know about you, but many times when i hear these types of sermon quotes, my heart longs to agree with the preacher, but my head is often telling me otherwise?

Do i hear an "AMEN?" (Giggling to self)

So what happens now? - Do i second guess everything i do?.. in the hope that eventually what ever decision i make, might be the right decision that keeps me in God's perfect will! Kind of like a hit & miss scenario. Or do i search out more scriptures to help me better understand what Jesus was really saying in that prayer to our Father!

I choose to Go to our fathers advice in his book of remembrance (BIBLE)- why do i call the bible by that phrase you may say? It's because i have come to understand that everything that has been written in the bible is to remind us his children of whom we are through his eye's & heart.

This is a very crucial point of understanding you must know. The bible is like a Mirror, & when you look in a mirror, you see a reflection of ones self. As the bible clearly state's that if you are a hearer & not a doer of his will, you are like a man who looks at himself in the mirror; then that same man walks away & forgets what he looks like.

That's why i call it the book of remembrance!

So getting back to HIS Perfect or Permissive will. Every child of God has an innate desire that comes from deep within to be used by God. Esp to know what God's perfect will is for there life & to walk it out & fulfill it. What most children of God fail to see is that they remain children of God. Huh? Let me put it this way, can a natural born child fully comprehend & understand the mind of it's parent? You would have to agree "No!" right, unless im not aware of any such cases?

My point is, that it's not until a child reaches a stage of maturity & experience that a child develops into a young adult & so forth to a Mature adult. It's when they develop at those different stages that there understanding of life becomes much clearer. The same is no different with God in the spiritual realm. Remember, God our spiritual father is a SPIRIT; we are HIS spiritual Children birthed in & through Jesus Christ by the Holy Spirit. Thus we become BORN-AGAIN!

To be continued ........

Pslam 42:7

It never ceases to amaze me of the un-dying love & compassion that God has for his children. After all, he is the Father of a new mankind. Someone whom is annointed with his spirit & destined for greatness. Who is this u may ask?....It is you & i of course!

You see, God has always planned ahead for you & i to walk & talk with him just like he did with all the greats from the O/T. But as Jesus clearly revealed thru his actions a new & better covanant that could not be broken. So that you & i can walk in the realms that he(JESUS) does....You see the term DEEP CALLS TO THE DEEP from psalms too me quite simply means that God's heart will call(or connect) unto your heart in a way that is uncomprehensible to the human mind.

It's that deep inner awareness that can only come after God ignites your heart....What do i mean ignite? For example, Just like a candle on a table in a room full of darkness, when it is lit only then it is able to reveal it's true purpose of shining or radiating light in that room. God's deep call to you will ignite your heart(Candle) & only then will your heart radiate a true ligh which is LOVE.

King David from the O/T had this same love & relationship that God so desires with you & i today. God even revealed to us his deep sence of gratitude, by acknowleding that David had a heart that wanted to connect with his own. I guess metaphoricaly you could say that God being the true light source(Candle) will pass on the flame of life(Jesus/Holy Spirit) to ignite your candle(heart) so that you can reflect the same light as he does.

Isn't that just awesome! That you & i can walk & talk & develop a real intimate relationship with God. Tell me! How many other God's do you know who want this same relationship with his worshipers or people?

I hope you are blessed by this small blog entry? I will post more soon, as my blessed life has been sooooo busy.. Hahahaha

AT THE CROSS

Blessing's to you in Jesus'name,


This Blog entry will quickly cover the experience that 2 men had at the cross...These two men could not escape the reality of there situations in which they faced, yet both of them chose two different outcomes.

These two men were the two theives at either side of Jesus....Both men were destined by man too be crucified according to the roman law of the time. However, in this moment of dispear, God gave both men the oppurtunity to recieve forgivness in the hope of eternal life.

What happend at the cross opened my understanding to why some will choose the sacrifced lamb of God(Jesus....whilst others will utterly reject him. You see, every man women & child who has lived or is still living has been given the FREE WILL to choose life or death.

Both theives were given this oppurtunity like you & i at a crucial time in there lives.....so crucial it was life & death! Yet only one theif choose life(JESUS), whilst the other theif despised & rejected life(JESUS). I can safely say that this senario that took place at the cross has not changed today in modern society.

What truely amazes me was that both thieves did not hear about Jesus from a complete stranger, nor did they hear about him afar off. But both theives were within close
proximity of the very presence of Jesus himself! Jesus was embarking on a life changing course of time, by preparing himself as the perfect & last sacrifce to his father(GOD)

Yet, still only one man rejected Jesus to his face & even mocked him(JESUS) whith his last dying breaths! How can one man recieve forgivness & another man totaly reject it? We have all seen & can testify of this in our own lives when we have shared about the gospel of Jesus to friends, family & collegues at work. I have even witnessed people whom have gone to the alter (CROSS) & supposedly asked for forgivness like the one thief who did. Yet, there lives go unchanged or at least appears that way.

I cannot judge another man except myself againts the word of God...It is my belief after the lord revield to me the simple truth of the two theives at the cross with him, that God looks at the hearts of men and not the appearance of men. I realise most readers can already identify with this truth, but it's always a blessing when God reveals this truth through the actions of two men at the cross of Jesus. If men can accept & deny Jesus at the cross, then be prepared for the same to happen to you.

THIEF @ THE CROSS

Blessing's 2u in Jesus' name,

Wow!... The year goes so fast as we approach the middle of Feburary already! I trust that you are blessed & overcoming any obsatcle the enemy may try to place in front of you!


The lord has as he always is soooo faithful to me & his plans & purposes for my life. I have new revelations, that only enforce the reality of kingdom living here on earth. Sonship is your true identity here on earth as it is in heaven!

However, have you ever wonderd why some christians seem to struggle with the whole concept of being born again, & living the redemmed life here on earth now? Often times we see many people go to the front of church with an alter call lavished with promises & forgivness. Yet, something inside of you say's that some of those whom u see, seem almost not ready? Not being judgmental as only God knows our hearts..but if for a better discription i can only describe it as a inner witness!

This leads me to my upcoming blog about the 2 thieves at the cross, that I believe you will be blessed with what the lord showed me. Sometimes when the lord show's me something it all makes sence, but once i try to understand it with head knowledge, i can easily become confused or even doubt whether or not the teaching was from the lord to begin with. What is my point?...My point is, that most of you may not grasp the revelation that i will share about the 2 theives, and some of you will doubt it's from the lord.

Either way, it's ok...im not here to convince you, but to only share with you as stated at the top of this blog page! It's a short simple explanation that gave me peace in my heart about why some people seem to go to the cross(alter call) yet come out seemingly unchanged. Of course, i know there are many other scriptures & sermons that can examplify this, but im happy with how the lord revealed it too me.

Stay Tuned, as ill be posting very soon!

God Bless you

Mason

HAPPY NEW YEAR

Psalm 118:24

"This is the day the LORD has made. We will rejoice and be glad in it"


Thank you for your continual support & interest for this blogsite......May you be blessed with a deeper intimacy & revelation of the Father's love for all. And that Jesus will continue to shine in & thru you daily, to be that light in a world filled with so much darkness.


God Bless


Souljah4christ

Proverbs 20:27 " The spirit of man is the lamp of the LORD, searching all the inner depths of the heart "

Thank you for visiting this site for 2009.... May God Bless you this festive season with Joy unspeakable, & that his peace that passes all understanding will continue to sustain you!


Shalom

SOULJAH4CHRIST

I ONLY KNOW .......

Blessings to you in Jesus' name,

Do you live in victory? Be honest with yourself! Do you really daily walk on victory? This blog is to encourage you! How u may wonder?....by simply scrolling down after reading this blog entry, to the middle of this web page.

You will see an Mp3 box that u can click & listen or download from. I cannot encourage or express too you my fellow bretheren on how much revelation knowledge thru the Holy Spirit I gained by these 3 messages.

Many Christians hear,read & study how to be victorious but I have seen amongst my own church that many are not walking in it! This makes me sad & angry at the same time when I witness this truth nearly every Sunday.

We are children born of the spirit! We have our loving heavenly fathers very own D.N.A in our mortal bodies. The same spirit that raised Jesus from the grave dwells within us too. We have the same abilty, capacity & life giving source flowing through us! That is a miracle & revelation all on it's own. Yet we often fail to see the simple yet most rewarding & powerful truths that he(God) has set before us to enjoy in the knowledge of.

There should be no lack or sickness in us according to our fathers will in heaven. That's his will be done, not ours...yet in my own opinion it seems like through either wrong doctrine teachings or lack of belief on our parts(which too me possibly reflects no intimacy or a real relationship with God) results not in his will being carried out in his childrens lives, but rather the enemies lies & deciets.

In the Mp3 messages you will be hear the truth about your destiny & your identity in Christ! Your position in the kingdom of God & the power of the kingdom of god that can be released thru you today! You are victorious not because i say you are, but because your father in heaven say's you are. Recieve his Grace today, & tell him your ready for change!

God bless

Mason Te Huia

Dont Quench the Spirit!

Blesssings in Jesus' name,


My blog entry this time will be straight to the point! I make no apologies for simply expressing my views about the modern church today. So here it is ....




The Lord says: "These people come near to me with their mouth and honor me with their lips, but their hearts are far from me. Their worship of me is made up only of rules taught by men! Isaiah 29:13...


Caution to the Religous...Caution to the modern day Scribes....Caution to the modern day Pharisee's in the courtyard....

JESUS IS COMING BACK FOR HIS PEOPLE!

OLD vs NEW

Blessings to you in Jesus' name,

Just a quick note this time, & hopefuly more each month. Lately i have realised the difference of the Old Testament with the New Testament in a new light. Most of which u may even be familiar or already realise?...However the emphasis for me is on the significant Grace & difference with the Old & New Testament or Covenants

1: Adam & Eve were created (Mankind) by God - We were born of the Spirit


2: Adam & Eve were placed in the garden - We were placed at his Right side in Christ



3: Adam & Eve were commanded to subdue the Garden - We are commanded to Rule & Reign


God was only known as God to his people in Old Covenant - God is now ABBA FATHER to his children ih the New Covenant!


What continues to bless me is that God wants to reveal himself to each of his children as Father. He still is God too many who dont know him, but to you & i he desires to be known & called Dad! This is often hard for many to grasp because of all the wrong teachings in the church today.

I will never forget the Holy Spirit saying to me one day " That the church is trying to take the new(REVELATION) & are trying to mix it with the old(Law)- The parts in brackets are to express my understanding & is added purely as part of my interpretation.


These word's sound very similar to what Jesus said about not being able to put new wine into old skin doesn't it?....And again Jesus did say that the Spirit of Truth will remind us of his words...which i believe the Holy Spirit was doing in this instance.


Dont you think it's time to start building a truthful, heart felt relationship with your Father? Remember it was him who heard your cries, saw your tears of sorrow, forgave you of all wrong, cleaned you up! Not the Church! Not the Teachings! Not the Pastor!

He then gave you the best ring...the best robe...and the best shoes? And celebrated your return in the Kingdom of Heaven with Jesus & all his Angels. Dont allow yourself to enter back into bondage with rules & wrong teachings. Let the Spirit of Truth take control

Be Blessed!

Souljah4christ

Glory to Glory

2 Corinthians 3:17-18 - Now the Lord is the Spirit, and where the Spirit of the Lord is, there is freedom. And we, who with unveiled faces all reflect the Lord's glory, are being transformed into his likeness with ever-increasing glory, which comes from the Lord, who is the Spirit.


Blessing to you in Jesus name,



I am overwhelmed with the revelation of my identity in christ. That i am called by my father, "SON". With this revelation comes the reality of the truth of God in such a powerful way, that it cant help but divide between my spirit & soul...The discerner of my every thoughts.

The word(Jesus) is alive in me, as the words of Paul ring true in my spirit, that it is no longer i that lives, but christ in me....the hope of glory. I recently shared with a friend that my life has taken a dramatic change, & i am no longer the same person i was even less than 3 months ago.

Everything about me has changed, & i can truly declare & testify it is because of the Glory of the lord. He has captivated me in such a deep way that i could have never imagined or even thought of asking him for...Again his word lives true in me where he declares that he gives exceedingly abundantly above all we could ever desire or ask for...

So if you were able to measure a point of reference where your limit of belief is?....then God will not only meet that measure, but increase it exceedingly abundantly above etc etc. This is my life today! I am walking with God in an intimate way that only he & i could ever know fully. However i can tell you that the level of Glory i am experiencing now, is nothing compared to what it will be tomorrow, the next day & the next day & for evermore.

The glory i am experiencing is not like what i expected it too be? Where my face would be glowing like Moses face when he came down from Mount Sinai. But rather my heart is shining within me, where his spirit sets me alight and i have become & also now living out the very spoken words of Jesus...I will let my light shine!

For example....My father in blessed me with a new career path which led me to be working alongside a supposed practicing Witch (Source Info from Management). 3 days after my arrival, she gave her resignation. A christian prayer warrior asked me if i prayed the co worker out? and instinctively i said "No,She just doesn't belong there". You see, i knew deep within me who i am!

I am my fathers son and Jesus' brother. I did not in any way feel any sence of threat or urgency to pray about this co worker as perhaps most other would. My Father told me that he has established me, and i believe my father as Jesus did likewise when he went to the cross. Where there is Light, Darkness must Flee!

Sonship Part II

Blessing to you in Jesus' name,



In my last blog i began to speak my heart on the matter of Sonship.

Sonship meaning whom am i, & who are you through the eyes of God our father. After much pondering and ongoing meditation on this subject, i realise that this message that i so dearly want to share with you is a message that cant be taught as such, but rather caught.

My only hope is to just continue as best i can to encourage you too seek out for yourself the heart of God and his will. I personally believe that the heart & will of God is to establish an ongoing intimate relationship with you his child first & foremost.

Ministry in the most part seems to have taken presidency over the importance of knowing God and walking with God.....building upon the foundation of Jesus a strong We become Martha's almost immediately as opposed to Mary's, sitting at the feet of Jesus.

I do understand that there has to be a level of knowing & walking with God in order to commit to ministry, yet from my own observation. The role & title of Minister, Servant seems to frustrate the grace of God because in a sence they have forgot who they really are in God's eyes.

Please understand that i am fully aware of the importance of ministry as Paul the apostle revealed thru his own. And im not attempting to bring a new doctrine or teaching that God himself hasn't already revealed thru his word himself. I just hope that you could go away in to your own prayer closet and ask God yourself, what is the most important thing on his heart and why?

David did and God made note of this by declaring him a man after his own heart. Yet King David had everything that a modern day Christian today, could ever hope or believe for from God.... Yet, David was not satisfied.

Jesus taught & revealed to his followers through his own actions, the Father character of God, and what it means to be a son of the kingdom here on earth. Jesus we know even declared him as Father openly, and encouraged us to acknowledge God in the same manner likewise.... Abba father!

In a nutt shell, what i am trying to impress into your spririt is that from God's view point according to his word. He only see's you as his Son or Daughter, regardless if you ever come to the revelation of this knowledge. In recognising your birthright, you then begin to allow God to show you your true identity as he see's Jesus. This is my son, in whom i am well pleased.

Blessing

Mason Te Huia

SONSHIP

Blessings to you in Jesus' name,


In my apologie blog recently, i spoke about how the Holy Spirit has been revealing to me more about sonship. I am amazed & am becoming more increasingly aware of the various roles of the body of christ, and in what part or role they promote Jesus being the Head of the body.

Meaning, that although i may have a deep connection & revelation on a particular area that God has revealed to me for both personal & external edification. Likewise he does so with other members, so that the entire body works in unity with the Holy Spirity to edify and glorify Jesus. Sadly, i have witnessed the body of christ neglecting this glorious plan of God, & instead are turning on one another.

In past posts i have spoken about the importance of intimacy with God & the rewards it brings. A relationship is vital to knowing God, not just worship, servanship or ministry. All those area's are a direct result of your heart 2 heart with God. Why am i mentioning this? Because this is exactly what Jesus revealed to his diciples & to the children of Isreal. A father & Son relationship manifesting love here on earth.

It's amazing when you realise this, that although Jesus himself did not promote this fact in a direct way for all to understand. I believe God intended it this way so that you can come to that deep fufilling understanding that all that Jesus is dwells within you. If you search out the scriptures you will find on only 2 occassions in the N.T that God spoke in an audible voice to declare whom Jesus was to him. Notice he did not recognise Jesus as a King? A High Priest? or anything else...He (GOD) said " THIS IS MY SON ....".

The titles mentioned like King, High Priest etc which God knew that Jesus was...he (God) only identified & recognised Jesus as his BELOVED SON. The titles were given by God for you & i, so that we can identify with what Jesus achieved on the cross. God's wisdom and mind as we all know exceeds our limited knowledge, so he had to break it down for us and put it into a perspective that we could grasp & understand. Yet the one that most people neglect to see and search out is that what Jesus achieved on the cross was the most powerful, loving, and selfless act of all. To re unite you and i to God so that he can pour out his spirit upon us so that we too can become his BELOVED SON'S & DAUGHTER'S.

To be continued....

SORRY!

to everyone whom have visited recently to find no updated blog entries....


Things have been fairly busy in both the spiritual & natural realms of my life. I have alot ot write you, but am struggling to find a beginning & an end...if there ever is such one on what i would like 2 share with you.

The Holy Spirit has been blessing me with new revelation on Sonship & why Jesus was given a name above every name by our father. Of course we can quote the scripture, but until the Holy Spirit explains in a more intimate & deeper way. What we know 2 understand presently, bears nothing in comparison to what the Holy Spirit shares...

I hope to write soon on some of these things, to bless you all. Until then plse except my apologies for this temporary blog entry...

God Bless you,

Mason
a.k.a souljah4christ

HE TOUCHE ME!

" He touched me, O he touched me,
And O the joy that floods my soul!
Something happened, and now I know,
He touched me and made me whole."

Blessing's to you in Jesus' name,

I apologise for not writting on the given date i said i would in my previous blog entry. As you are aware, i was prompted by the Holy Spirit to attended the recent Benny Hinn Miracle Crusade, flying from Perth to Sydney. There were a total of 3 services over 2 days and after attending all 3, all i can say to you is...HE TOUCHED ME!

There were so many miracles and the worship was beautiful. This was my first ever Benny Hinn or should i say HOLY SPIRIT CRUSADE!(lol)... and everything i expected for myself & for others came too pass. Unfortunately there are too many things to report about in one blog, so hopefully as the Holy Sprit prompts me, ill post them as the weeks go by.

The one thing i must say though, is that ive never experienced the very real, tangibile precense of Jesus in any other meeting ive been too like i did at this crusade. Everything shifted into another dimension,(if i could say for a lack of words)and the pure holiness & glory of Jesus was manifested powerfully. Out of that came all manner of miracles, spiritual deliverances, healings and sooo many salvations.


None of this weeekend was about Benny Hinn,(He was so humble & open to the Holy Spirit) but all about Jesus and the Gospel. I honour and bless this man of God for being such a willing & yeilded vessel unto the lord. Im not here to promote his ministry but rather that of God's ministry through Benny Hinn. I encourage you, if God ever tells you to go? then please GO!

God Bless

Mason Te Huia

THANK YOU!

Blessings to you in Jesus' name,




I would like to thank everyone for there prayers! I have been truely blessed by God and my spirit is excited & expecting. Already, God has begun to do a work in me which i believe is in preperation for whatever awaits me in Sydney at the Benny Hinn crusade.




I cant wait to sit under the annointing & too worship Jesus on this 1 occasion.
Im also excited to also watch my father touch the hearts & lives of so many thru the Holy Spirit.

Thank you sooooo much! May God bless each of you who have lifted me up in prayer. My next post will be after the 1st nites event 15th May 2009 to let you know what happend.

God Bless

Mason

PRAYER OF AGREEMENT!

GOD'S WORD® Translation (©1995)


Colssians 4:4

Pray that I may make this mystery as clear as possible. This is what I have to do.









CLICK ON BENNY HINN IMAGE TO READ MY PRAYER REQUEST..GOD BLESS & THANK YOU

Sad Pt 3

Greetings in Jesus' name....

For the previous 2 posts i have spoken of my sadness whilst praying in the Spirit of an awareness of certain truths. Those truths were centred around the unsaved i was praying for & how many christians dont know who they are! They carry the title of being a christian, but as the lord says...My people perish through lack of knowledge(Wisdom, Discernment, Understanding) And i also briefly spoke about how God began to reveal this to me in my life by asking me if he could be my Father.(To better understand this last blog entry, plse read previous 2 posts) God promised me he would teach(show) me how to be his Son. To cut a long story short, how God began to show me was revealing that when we look into his word we are meant to see a reflection of ourselves. Scripture says his word is like a miiror, yet many walk away(Stop Reading) and forget who they are.

Through studying the scriptures, Jesus is the perfect example of a Son unto God the Father & our lives are meant to reflect that of Jesus. When Jesus came out of the waters of baptizim and the Holy Spirit came upon him it was then that God declared for the first time " This is my son, in whom i am well pleased" Did we not get Born Again? Baptized in water and with the Holy Spirit just as Jesus showed us too? Then doesnt scripture say that we too are sons of God just like Jesus? Im not saying we are or become Jesus, but we share in his fellowship with the father & position at his(God's) right hand. No longer are we like Adam & Eve created from dust and afar off from God the creator. No, we have a new & better covenant...we recieved the same seed(Jesus) that Mary recieved...we recieved the spirit of adoption...we recieved the spirit of his son wherby we cry "ABBA FATHER". Our spirit was Born Again..we were re born into the royalty!


Look at Jesus & how he walked,talked & behaved. Jesus started a whole new race or kind of people. Jesus was the first born of the children of God, allowing us to become son's & daughters of the most high. He bridged the gap between us & God and seated us next to God in him.

Jesus also said something very profound however if you don't allow the Holy Spirit to teach you?..u can miss it. In fact, i believe a lot of Christians do miss it. That is my own opinion and not fact by the way.

Jesus said in Mathew 11:28-29 Come unto me, all ye labouring and burdened ones, and I will give you rest, 29 take up my yoke upon you, AND LEARN FROM ME, because I am meek and humble in heart, and ye shall find rest to your souls, 30 for my yoke is easy, and my burden is light.'

The key words being LEARN FROM ME!..Notice the order in which Jesus placed this spoken word to his listeners. 1st he said come too me ( Which you & i did ) 2nd Jesus said give me all your burdens and worries (which you & i did )3rd Jesus said join yourself together to him ( This is very crucial in a believers life ) and LEARN from Jesus.

Forgive me if i seem judgmental or critical towards others, but in order for me to show you what the Holy Spirit showed me i must speak what he showed me! As God is my witness, it appears that Christians are only interested in what they can get from God or Jesus as if he was Santa Claus rather than studying to show themselves approved! APPROVED OF WHAT? YOUR SONSHIP!

We come to the alter and declare our sins too God, then God fills us with his love & acceptance. Then sadly, its so easy to start learning about how we can have prosperity & all the blessings of Abraham.....STOP! Don't get me wrong! We are to walk in the promises and blessing, but these are only by products of your sonship, it is your inheritance freely given already by God our father thanx to Jesus. But some how i think that we have missed it. We chase after the gifts & the blessing intead of the Giver and the Blesser! Once you allow the Holy Spirit to reveal firstly the revelation of Jesus to you & how he lives in you and qualifies you to be a called a child of God the most high, you will then truly walk in the abundant life in which Jesus said you would and the Apostle paul speaks about..that our Mind, Body & Soul Prospers.

Knowing Jesus, christ in you the hope of Glory is the answer to all your Problems & Questions. Jesus who lives within you and his kingdom authority is expressed from there too. It makes sense that if you get to know the King of the kingdom, how much more do you think your Life will change & your relationship with him will grow? Do u know who Jesus is or do you just know about Jesus and what Jesus did?? I am happy now, that my season of prayer has yielded much fruit for the lord. The tears of sadness have saved 4 souls and God's will is being done here on earth as it is in heaven in & thru me!

All Glory to God

SAD PT 2

Greetings to you in Jesus' name

In my previous post i was speaking about my sadness for those whom i am praying for that don't know Jesus, & more recently my increasing awareness that not many Christians know or understand yet, who they truly are and/or the finished work of the cross. I personally know this truth because for many years i poured out my love & heart to God in prayer in the early hours of the mornings. Yet i still felt he was up there or somewhere in heaven, and i was down here all alone.

Until many years later when i returned back to God like the prodigal son, God promised me with a scripture spoken too me by a Pastor in the book of Isaiah, that He(God) is going to do a new thing etc etc. However he required of me to do one thing for him in order to bring this new thing too pass. To forget my past and remember not the former things of old as quoted in the scripture.

Firstly, the Holy Spirit begun to reveal himself too me in a powerful, fun loving way. God began to show me the importance of the Holy Spirits role in my life and how Jesus made the way for God to send the Holy spirit to come dwell in each of us. God then began to teach me about the importance of knowing his enemy Satan, how he works and how he operates in peoples lives.

Then one day the Holy Spirit said to me " I am going to reveal Jesus to you!" I was shocked, because i thought i already knew Jesus? He's my lord, my saviour, my king and many other things I CAN THINK of.....However this is not what the God had in mind! God wanted to reveal his son Jesus too me, in the same way he knows Jesus! (Read that last passage again!)

While all this was happening over periods of time & not just days. God asked me one night before closing my eyes for sleep in a soft gentle voice "Can i be your Daddy?"
I broke down in tears and my heart was filled with his love, but my only reply i could say was "But i don't know how to be a son?" (I grew up with no Father & my mother did not know how to care for me, so i did not know how to be a son because i had too grow up fast in a violent past)...then again in that soft spoken voice God said to me " That's ok, i will teach you "...meaning show me!

To be continued

SAD

Blessing to you in Jesus' name,

Today my heart is heavy, and my soul is sad. I want to pray & lift up so many people in prayer. Sadly, most of them are children of the most high God. We were born overcomer's! Jesus said be of good cheer, for i have overcome the world! What i am finding remarkably astonishing, is that so many children of God don't have a clue who they are. Of course i know this feeling all to well myself, having been there too. But what caused me to awaken to my righteousness! Jesus! Unless my heart was yearning after God liken to David, then it is my belief that i will only skim the surface of my destiny. It's time to let Jesus out my brothers & sisters! Stop keeping him in your ideals and head only. Allow him to reveal himself to you in a most powerful & wonderful way as he has done with me. He loves to express himself & his love to you both spiritually & naturally.

To be Continued......

SIMPLE MESSAGE CONTINUED.....

Blessing to you in Jesus' name,

In my last blog entry,I was sharing with you my thoughts about WHY? did God decide to create man from the beginning? Esp if he knew they would fall into sin etc etc...
For many years I struggled to understand the hole concept of predestination or a God who permits suffering? Or did he?

I found that this kind of talk & thinking made alot of Christians uncomfortable, because lets face it. From experience with many Christians, in there minds it is pointless to debate so just accepting the unknown is easier, or they do have an opinion but are not willing to accept another's.

I believe God gave each one of his children a desire to seek the truth & the God given right to ask him any question you want. Whether its about creation or masturbation? The religious spirit would say "OH NO! You cant talk to GOD with those questions! He is HOLY!"

Sorry, got a little carried away there for a bit...Hahaha. So one day i was meditating on this now burning question of many years when the Holy Spirit quickened in my spirit, the Account of Adam in the beginning.

When Adam was created he was all alone! Apart from all the animals he had nobody to share it with. Ref Genesis 2:18 when God said it is not good that man should be alone. Why would God say that? Lets go back further for a moment and see what happened in the beginning of creation.

Genesis 1:26 " Let us make man in our image, after our likeness.....

Another point i would like to acknowledge is ref to a quote from Ps William Hinn. He said " Love is so powerful that it needs to be expressed....." WOW, WOW, WOW!

Is it possible that Adam was a reflection of Gods loneliness and expression of LOVE?

Now please understand that i don't mean loneliness in the negative sence..ie Depressed, feeling rejected, worthless etc etc. Isn't it possible then that if Adam was created in Gods image & likeness, then wouldn't have Adam expressed similar emotions or desires as God? He was untainted, not in sin. Walking & carrying the Glory of God.

Let's read more about Adam... Genesis 2:20.....but for Adam there was not found a help meet for him. I don't know if you are understanding my own thoughts on this subject? but for me, it helps to explain the beginnings of a wonderful relationship between God & Man. Adam was the full expression of God and all his glory on earth! So if Adam was lonely? then God might have felt lonely & because Adam needed a help meet, then as we already know today...WE ARE GODS HELP MEET! (Thought?) The body of Christ which is the church could be symbolic to Eve? Scripture says we are born of him (Jesus) just as Eve was of Adam...Scripture also states that Jesus is the second Adam! Remember, just a thought, not doctrine ok!

God Bless